June 14, 2008... what a bad day..

I got up at 10 am .. had breakfast ..

I reached the examination center at 12.15 .. 1 hour before the exam time.. I still have no idea that this day is going to be a bad day..

bad signal happenned when i was typing the 1st essay .. i finished my essay before time.. i looked at the clock .. i still hav 4 minutes left .. so i decided to type one additional paragraph .. after i typed a sentence .. there's a window pop-up showed that the time is up !!! 

It's impossible .. something went wrong .. i told myself .. and the officer can do nothing to help me ..  T-T

I lost my concentration ... luckily .. i did the 2nd essay quite well..

the next part was Quantitative .. i think i did it quite well ..

here come the most scary part .. Verbal .. most of the questions were so difficult for me .. i couldn't do it well .. i lost my concentration and i couldn't finished the exam on time .. i had to guess the last few questions .. 

Now .. it's the moment of truth .. the score came out .. as i expected .. it's really bad .. 

even i know that it's going to be bad .. but i still cant accept the truth ..  i did invest a lot of for this exam .. but .. the result is unacceptable..

 what should i do ..